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These Boots Are Made For Walking

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The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool. "Got Your Back" 9/8 Con't                                              Now that weeks had past since Frank's homicide and I had heard nothing from anyone in Clearwater, I was getting more and more concerned.  I  would get the occasional text from the investigator, whom was very vague on who, why and what and my loves on the other side where being hush, hush. I realize now that is because I needed to do this, to figure it out. Those on the other side are not allowed to directly intercept, they can guide but no direct information. Being a slow learner, my father would soon get gently involved.       I knew something wasn't right but had no clue what it was! At the prompting of my sisters,  I started my hunt for a wrongful death attorney 2,800 miles away. Little did I know that in 2 phone calls, God was going to connect me to my first clue.   This wrongful death attorney who I signed on with, as I found ou

Trust No One

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I often mention on ads or posts that we should #trustnoone. It comes off funny yet my intentions are true. I have noticed a disintegration of mankind, a serious destruction of care and concern in our country, which may be world wide.  The lack of concern for others time, the poor me attitudes and down right inconsiderate actions. Which may stem from the recent knowledge that our government has been run by thugs and attorney's for the last decade. Or is this rampant disassociation for others well being from pure narcissism? Are people giving up and joining the crowd or has it been learned? Either way it's leading to idiotic behavior and its changing how we associate with each other. I feel like a stranger in my own world. Everything is changing for me when and how I express care for others and the way I treat them. I rarely meet someone without an agenda. Everything seems to be disintegrating, it is now a doggy dog world. Young and old have become inconsiderate. Our system is al

Got Your Back!

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                                                                                                             "You Talkin to Me?" 8/20/23 con't Now that I know Frank is with his angel, my mind cannot stop thinking about how he died, who took his life and when I am going to hear from anyone in Clearwater, Florida about his death. In the first week, I had not heard from a soul, so I tracked down the Investigator, who said he was checking on things. No word of who, what, why! So I allowed myself to focus on the other side, not realizing that at this time, the tampering of evidence and protection of what I would later discover was a .254 drunk, was in the works!  As I sat in my living room pondering and in pure despair, JoJo bird was sitting  quietly, when all of a sudden the aroma of cigar smoke was surrounding my senses . It was as  if someone was sitting next to me puffing away. I thought to myself who do I know that smokes a cigar? Racking my brain, I could not remember an

You Talkin To Me?

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"Spirit never sugarcoats. It speaks only truth on a need-to-know basis"                                                            Anthony St. Maarten  One Souls Adventure 8/3/23 cont'd Angels, spirit guides, family who have passed. Where are they as Frank still shows himself a week after his homicide. He is still here, I can see him.   Some say that spirit guides represent parts of our unconscious minds. Others and I am one of them, believe that they are assigned to us before birth. I know for a fact that my main spirit guide (there seems to be more than one) "Charlie" has been with me always. Charlie is rather humorous and has the most beautiful, deep voice. He makes appearances through dreams mainly, yet I have video of Charlie speaking behind me. He always has my back and watches out for me, especially through this trauma.  I have had many experiences with angels and realize they have never walked to earth. It's to my knowledge that our spirit guides hel

Where's My Stopzemfrumfloppin?

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There's something in the air, not sure when it surfaced but I have felt it for quite some time now. Of course I have noticed it with the females I have encountered over the past several years and it seems to be growing.    For me it was a subconscious choice. I felt better, more comfortable and never realized this choice was leaving other woman uncomfortable with their decision. Probably from public opinion or just past norms on what woman should look like.  When my neighbor is shy about standing up because there is a male present or some of my friends won't go out in public because of it. I started to feel awkward when I went out in public. Even this travel company was using it to entice freedom, so why didn't I feel free?              BE FREE ;) As all eyes seem to be on me when I walk through a store, is that my imagination? I don't think I look sloppy, I am not even sure that I care.  I am definitely not trying to draw attention to myself, I just want to shop, So wh

One Souls Adventure

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 (Releasing Control, cont'd) Love this quote! The death adventure is unknown as we breathing souls  have not experienced it. I have always had my ideas on this adventure via my mother who passed yet when my husband died tragically after being struck on a sidewalk by a drunk driver, this adventure seemed more a curse.  ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~         At first, you want to know what happened, then you ration that this may be a bad joke, then finally you come to your senses and realize that he is on his adventure. How could Frank endure this without me? We did most everything together and most every decision was made together. The fact that his life was taken with so much trauma and that he may be suffering on the other side was soul wrenching.  Sleepless nights and days of pure madness was what I experienced after his homicide. I just could not come to reality, I worried for him, as my family embra

Releasing Control :(

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         You will have time to rest when you're dead.                                                  Robert De Niro Oh really! Appreciate the idea yet I disagree as my family on the other side have been busy guiding me and directing me since my husbands homicide and even before.  Months before his death my communications with the other side became somewhat strange. They would tell me to pray for Frank as he was going through some life issues as we all do. Everything I did, seemed incomplete and my ability to be his support failed. I realized very quickly that I had no control over my life at this point and any attempts to help him would not work because he had to do it.  Everything I tried, every move I made was a failure and through more conversations with my family on the other side, I quickly became aware that God was in the driver seat of my life, I had to relinquish control, stop interfering and I told my husband this. I had to stand back and let him do the work for I could

Good Vibrations!

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        Hoping drains your energy. Action creates energy.  Robert T Liyosaki Why is it nearly every time I am near a computer something goes haywire. When I am at the casino's or working a register, there is always a problem, they stop working or start to have glitches. Is my energy doing this?    I've also noticed a conflict in my energy around people who are lethargic or self absorbed. I get a feeling of anxiety, it becomes hard to concentrate as they merely speak of their day or try to convince me what I am doing is wrong.  Are they draining my energy because they are at a lower frequency or is it because they are vibrating negative energy? We are all energy and I have always run at a positive, higher vibe. I have learned recently to tone it down yet when I am in the vicinity of very low energy souls or more negative people, I feel besides myself as if they are stealing my energy. The lack of passion or good vibes is draining.  It's the equivalent to being a neat freak a

Living In The Light

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            ~ Living in the light of eternity changes your priorities ~  Rick Warren **Walk The Walk blog con't 2/1/23 So here I am, catching up on my 40's, preparing to marry my love of 10 years and communicating with the other side through my parrot. We became accustomed to the early am calls of "good morning", which were generally orchestrated in two or three voices. One a high pitched, another a deep low tone and the occasionally "mornin" would slide in to the mix by a soft toned male.    It reminded us of the three stooges. They came and went, watched and loved from a distance. Every once in a while we would get some form of stronger communication from the other side "how are you?", "feel better",  but things remained fairly simple. We knew it was my family and we knew they are very happy. What about souls who have passed who are not related, can they communicate or care to communicate? Soon we would get the answer through our neighb

Catch 22!

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         " Mercy to the guilty is cruelty to the innocent"  ~  Adam Smith I see it everyday, prosecutors and judges working deals on homicides, murders, manslaughter cases and even simple civil cases are more and more getting one sided.  The side that the prosecutor or judge has an affinity too.    My concern is for the thousands of families who are affected by this disease in our country. Prosecutors and judges not following state laws and protecting their kin, other attorney's, people they know, or those they can benefit from. Any prosecutor who releases a manslaughter offender and fails to charge them, is obviously on the wrong side of the law. A judge who misrepresents on a wrongful death case while looking at the plantiff in the eyes, has been on the wrong side of the tracks for a long, long time! It's everywhere and sadly many reading this blog will or have experienced this rogue behavior. It's apparent the laws of the states have taken a back seat to these

Uncivil Art

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              ~Power concedes nothing without a demand. - Frederick Douglas~   Recently a well know actor posted a pic requesting help for the ACLU. With a purchase of a shirt you will help them on this cause. The platform is that drag is an art and a right. As my mind went back to my attempts to get some assistance from the ACLU,  any guidance on the despotic actions I had to endure at the hands of bad cops and rogue prosecutors, surely the American Civil Liberties Union would have some help. I did not get one reply from a union based on liberty (freedom from despotic control), yet now they are now defending art. There's a fine line between art  & sanity         Our civil rights are boiled down to the right to vote, government services, public education and the right to a fair trial. The right to freedom from liberty violations. So the drag queens feel that states are treating them with despotic control?  Is this a serious issue in our society? Why doesn't the ACLU assist

Silence is Golden

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            "The soul always knows what to do to heal itself., the challenge is to silence the mind"                          Caroline Muss Our world is moving to an unorthodox way of being. It's difficult to watch as I see so many confused souls whom seem unsure if they are in the right body. A mass confusion with the sexes. Which begs the question, is God deliberately birthing souls with the wrong sex?  If not, are these people changing their purpose and will it affect them or others? Is this a soul decision or is it mind controlled? I would reply that God makes no mistakes and I can assure you that this epidemic of mass sexual confusion was not an intent. That being said then these decisions to alter your God given form, must be changing purpose. The life purpose or the focus of someone who is solely driven by sex change and trying to prove it makes them complete, doesn't trust in Gods will and changes everything, simple.                          Many of us, mysel

Whatever You Call It, It's Family

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              Family ~ a fundamental social group in society typically consisting of one or two parents and               their children.   I  recently has a conversation with my sister about family. She and some other family members are concerned for my well being. Where am I moving to? What is the rest of my life going to look like? Should I go back to the home state I left 40 years ago? Should I move closer to a brother who lives in the west? They seem to want me closer to family.  Now that the family I knew, a home, husband, pets are all gone, I have to ask myself...what is family. If it is best I be near family and she is probably right, who is my family?  Many of my siblings have children, some are close and some are nothing but misery. Will that help me? Do I desire to be around that energy, or will it just implode my soul. ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~ Exploration, adventures and relationships, new and old are important to

The Choice is Yours

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           "Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."                                                  William Jennings Bryan Chance and choice, does our reality depend on the chance that something is going to happen? Can we make the choice to change? If our destiny is by chance then does choice even matter?  I often think about what I had done to deserve my husband losing his life on a sidewalk, tampering cops, rogue prosecutor, bad people and a state full of liars. What are the chances?  Even though I know now that they have become accustom to treating the innocent as the guilty, for whatever their demonic souls desire, yet I did not know then.  I still could not wrap myself around the fact that I had to make a choice. I could tolerate the unknown as many before me have done or I could make the choice to accept my destiny.  As I became more aware of what I was dealing with I realized nothi