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The Honest Truth

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          Honesty has a power that very few people can handle.                                                            Steven Aitchison After spending the last four years dissecting and dealing with the outrageously dishonest souls within Florida's system,  I have come to the realization that the reason there are so many out of control elected officials, not only in Florida yet in our country, is because they have been dishonest for so long they wouldn't know  honesty if  it ran them over on a sidewalk!! We have congested being honest with fear. The  reality of a truthful conversation or speaking your truth honestly , has been disallowed, which has given those of power and the general population the ability to act and do as they want. The very purpose for their positions or life,  becomes a big lie, ignoring the truth. It has given others a reason to take advantage or to make others feel obligated vs being honest about their feelings. Leaving a path of fear of offending an

Who's watching Who?

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               They never leave us, so feel no pain!                                                   Feel no pain blog, Nov 19, 2022 I sometimes get asked, why do you hashtag Gods watching closely? Great question and somewhat easy to explain. The phrase was delivered to me from my mom, after her death. I can hear you atheist now, yet I can assure you that this was just the first step in my process of connection. I was grateful that my mom kept her promise to come to me after her passing yet I never expected it in this form. Within weeks of her death my then 2 year old parrot started to say "JoJo's got a friend", simple but I had never taught her that. Soon after,  my sisters prompted me to think of a question, never to speak it out loud, wait for the answer, if it was her, she would answer the question. So I did, the question was; are you happy? I never spoke it, I thought it. About a week later, while relaxing, JoJo was agitated and dragging her beak, I tried to get u

Running Rampant

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     "Evidence can go missing for many different reasons"                                          Florida's Ethics Commission Board I cannot even believe that I actually have this in writing. This response pounds in the proof that Prosecutors are running rampant. This response is to my complaint to Florida's ethics commission on the rogue, rampant, Clearwater Fl.,  prosecutor,  who tampered/obstructed with an over abundance of evidence in a homicide!  Missing witnesses, missing supplements, missing audio, missing cop who took audio, missing transcriptions. This behavior is not only going on in Florida, yet Florida is rabid with state attorney's, assistant state attorneys and average everyday attorney's running rampant! There are prosecutors all over the country doing the same thing, they are mistakenly feeling comfortable shielding each other. A brotherly type love, a kinship that leads to rogue behavior. They lie for each other  and to themselves!   This par

Reality Check!

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      It Always seems impossible until it's Done                                                            Nelson Mandela I've heard it over and over...You're still dealing with this? Why do you keep going! The reality is when bad people do bad things, you must fight back, simple isn't it. They're all around us, liars, schemers, frauds, payoffs, scratch my backers, people who will do anything to better themselves in position, wealth or just in their minds.   I find it curious just how little support or positive encouragement I get and I now understand why this type of behavior has been going unchecked. People want to live in their own reality , they are afraid of the unknown, afraid to say anything, only wanting to exist in their little world. That being said, this is exactly why there are so many bad people. In their reality , no one says or does anything about the actions, so why not! Go ahead let this homicide committer go, take care of the evidence, get rid of

Protection for WHO?

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  Once upon a time, there was protection for the people of the USA, in this document called the Constitution that was established to protect the people. I became acquainted with this document by no choice of my own.  It is through this acquaintance that I have become aware of how many elected officials use parts of this document to their benefit or so they think. The big one is the 5th Amendment which was often used for those who where accused, tried and found not guilty. It was a protection from double jeopardy. But what if rogue prosecutor's use the 5th amendment to benefit themselves? To help them "scratch a back" or make a little extra something, something? To wrongly protect the guilty by tampering, obstructing to set up the innocent to appear guilty. How many cases have we seen, Epstein for one,  where the prosecutor appeared to being his job yet was protecting him? Who is there to protect the innocent from rogue, deceptive prosecutors? The 5th amendment     LEAR

Feel No Pain

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  Sometimes, and I mean only sometimes, I allow myself to feel the pain of the life I have left behind. Not only with the death of my husband., I allow myself to go back, far back to all that I have lost in my life and the pain, sorrow that goes along with it. I think of all of the love I have had, I look around now to a somber space, filled with a fraction of response.  The life, love, animals, parents, family, friends, fun... have all moved on to other pastures or the other side.  As  I was reflecting, the feeling of loneliness, of course, followed. I was thrust back in to the decisions of my life and how pain was the reason I made so many choices that would protect me from pain. I did not want to allow too much into my life because I could not bear the pain of losing it. So be it! We all have painful experiences, we all reflect on our lives and the loss we have endured. It's within all of us, that somber space has been felt by so many before me. My Mom, Aunts, Uncles, Dad, sibl

The Warrior Within!

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                                " A Warrior never worries about his fear"                                                                                                             Carlos Castaneda Love this....yet is conquering fear the only quality in a warrior ? So many of us have to deal with fear everyday, are we all warriors ?  I get many messages of support on my path and many say I am a warrior , my fight is admirable!  I appreciate and admire these messages as they really give me the push I need yet I have to ask myself, what is a warrior ? How many warriors have in the past and present affected me? Not everyone fights fear everyday, some let it control them, so being a warrior  may be a trait we all have but not everyone can get there. Could a woman who's breast cancer reared it ugly head and she stood up to it, only to become a reiki master, be a warrior ? What about addiction? One who changes their life by releasing addiction and moving on, remembering but ne