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Releasing Control :(

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         You will have time to rest when you're dead.                                                  Robert De Niro Oh really! Appreciate the idea yet I disagree as my family on the other side have been busy guiding me and directing me since my husbands homicide and even before.  Months before his death my communications with the other side became somewhat strange. They would tell me to pray for Frank as he was going through some life issues as we all do. Everything I did, seemed incomplete and my ability to be his support failed. I realized very quickly that I had no control over my life at this point and any attempts to help him would not work because he had to do it.  Everything I tried, every move I made was a failure and through more conversations with my family on the other side, I quickly became aware that God was in the driver seat of my life, I had to relinquish control, stop interfering and I told my husband this. I had to stand back and let him do the work for I could

Good Vibrations!

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        Hoping drains your energy. Action creates energy.  Robert T Liyosaki Why is it nearly every time I am near a computer something goes haywire. When I am at the casino's or working a register, there is always a problem, they stop working or start to have glitches. Is my energy doing this?    I've also noticed a conflict in my energy around people who are lethargic or self absorbed. I get a feeling of anxiety, it becomes hard to concentrate as they merely speak of their day or try to convince me what I am doing is wrong.  Are they draining my energy because they are at a lower frequency or is it because they are vibrating negative energy? We are all energy and I have always run at a positive, higher vibe. I have learned recently to tone it down yet when I am in the vicinity of very low energy souls or more negative people, I feel besides myself as if they are stealing my energy. The lack of passion or good vibes is draining.  It's the equivalent to being a neat freak a

Living In The Light

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            ~ Living in the light of eternity changes your priorities ~  Rick Warren **Walk The Walk blog con't 2/1/23 So here I am, catching up on my 40's, preparing to marry my love of 10 years and communicating with the other side through my parrot. We became accustomed to the early am calls of "good morning", which were generally orchestrated in two or three voices. One a high pitched, another a deep low tone and the occasionally "mornin" would slide in to the mix by a soft toned male.    It reminded us of the three stooges. They came and went, watched and loved from a distance. Every once in a while we would get some form of stronger communication from the other side "how are you?", "feel better",  but things remained fairly simple. We knew it was my family and we knew they are very happy. What about souls who have passed who are not related, can they communicate or care to communicate? Soon we would get the answer through our neighb

Catch 22!

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         " Mercy to the guilty is cruelty to the innocent"  ~  Adam Smith I see it everyday, prosecutors and judges working deals on homicides, murders, manslaughter cases and even simple civil cases are more and more getting one sided.  The side that the prosecutor or judge has an affinity too.    My concern is for the thousands of families who are affected by this disease in our country. Prosecutors and judges not following state laws and protecting their kin, other attorney's, people they know, or those they can benefit from. Any prosecutor who releases a manslaughter offender and fails to charge them, is obviously on the wrong side of the law. A judge who misrepresents on a wrongful death case while looking at the plantiff in the eyes, has been on the wrong side of the tracks for a long, long time! It's everywhere and sadly many reading this blog will or have experienced this rogue behavior. It's apparent the laws of the states have taken a back seat to these

Uncivil Art

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              ~Power concedes nothing without a demand. - Frederick Douglas~   Recently a well know actor posted a pic requesting help for the ACLU. With a purchase of a shirt you will help them on this cause. The platform is that drag is an art and a right. As my mind went back to my attempts to get some assistance from the ACLU,  any guidance on the despotic actions I had to endure at the hands of bad cops and rogue prosecutors, surely the American Civil Liberties Union would have some help. I did not get one reply from a union based on liberty (freedom from despotic control), yet now they are now defending art. There's a fine line between art  & sanity         Our civil rights are boiled down to the right to vote, government services, public education and the right to a fair trial. The right to freedom from liberty violations. So the drag queens feel that states are treating them with despotic control?  Is this a serious issue in our society? Why doesn't the ACLU assist

Silence is Golden

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            "The soul always knows what to do to heal itself., the challenge is to silence the mind"                          Caroline Muss Our world is moving to an unorthodox way of being. It's difficult to watch as I see so many confused souls whom seem unsure if they are in the right body. A mass confusion with the sexes. Which begs the question, is God deliberately birthing souls with the wrong sex?  If not, are these people changing their purpose and will it affect them or others? Is this a soul decision or is it mind controlled? I would reply that God makes no mistakes and I can assure you that this epidemic of mass sexual confusion was not an intent. That being said then these decisions to alter your God given form, must be changing purpose. The life purpose or the focus of someone who is solely driven by sex change and trying to prove it makes them complete, doesn't trust in Gods will and changes everything, simple.                          Many of us, mysel

Whatever You Call It, It's Family

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              Family ~ a fundamental social group in society typically consisting of one or two parents and               their children.   I  recently has a conversation with my sister about family. She and some other family members are concerned for my well being. Where am I moving to? What is the rest of my life going to look like? Should I go back to the home state I left 40 years ago? Should I move closer to a brother who lives in the west? They seem to want me closer to family.  Now that the family I knew, a home, husband, pets are all gone, I have to ask myself...what is family. If it is best I be near family and she is probably right, who is my family?  Many of my siblings have children, some are close and some are nothing but misery. Will that help me? Do I desire to be around that energy, or will it just implode my soul. ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~   ~ Exploration, adventures and relationships, new and old are important to