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Energy Kill!

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      ~Positive thoughts breed positive results In the past several years I have found myself changing. The change has come gradually, a spiritual change, one that has made me aware of energy . We are continuously bombarded by others energy . Problems, life challenges, relationships and attitudes. Good or bad these vibrations can and will rub off on you and trust me they do. The more I grow and challenge myself, it becomes even more difficult to be around this energy . While I am setting goals and figuring things out, others have idea's and or opinions on what I should be doing or what they would like me to do or be. Instead of promoting my goals, helping me out or even some kind of positive feedback. CHANGE IS GOOD, CHANGE IS INEVITABLE As my life was at a standstill, I could tell I was being suffocated by this energy . Coming at me from the left and the right, up & down. As I am offering support to others, positivity, all I was getting back was negative. I finally decided to

These Boots Are Made For Walking

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The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool. "Got Your Back" 9/8 Con't                                              Now that weeks had past since Frank's homicide and I had heard nothing from anyone in Clearwater, I was getting more and more concerned.  I  would get the occasional text from the investigator, whom was very vague on who, why and what and my loves on the other side where being hush, hush. I realize now that is because I needed to do this, to figure it out. Those on the other side are not allowed to directly intercept, they can guide but no direct information. Being a slow learner, my father would soon get gently involved.       I knew something wasn't right but had no clue what it was! At the prompting of my sisters,  I started my hunt for a wrongful death attorney 2,800 miles away. Little did I know that in 2 phone calls, God was going to connect me to my first clue.   This wrongful death attorney who I signed on with, as I found ou

Trust No One

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I often mention on ads or posts that we should #trustnoone. It comes off funny yet my intentions are true. I have noticed a disintegration of mankind, a serious destruction of care and concern in our country, which may be world wide.  The lack of concern for others time, the poor me attitudes and down right inconsiderate actions. Which may stem from the recent knowledge that our government has been run by thugs and attorney's for the last decade. Or is this rampant disassociation for others well being from pure narcissism? Are people giving up and joining the crowd or has it been learned? Either way it's leading to idiotic behavior and its changing how we associate with each other. I feel like a stranger in my own world. Everything is changing for me when and how I express care for others and the way I treat them. I rarely meet someone without an agenda. Everything seems to be disintegrating, it is now a doggy dog world. Young and old have become inconsiderate. Our system is al

Got Your Back!

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                                                                                                             "You Talkin to Me?" 8/20/23 con't Now that I know Frank is with his angel, my mind cannot stop thinking about how he died, who took his life and when I am going to hear from anyone in Clearwater, Florida about his death. In the first week, I had not heard from a soul, so I tracked down the Investigator, who said he was checking on things. No word of who, what, why! So I allowed myself to focus on the other side, not realizing that at this time, the tampering of evidence and protection of what I would later discover was a .254 drunk, was in the works!  As I sat in my living room pondering and in pure despair, JoJo bird was sitting  quietly, when all of a sudden the aroma of cigar smoke was surrounding my senses . It was as  if someone was sitting next to me puffing away. I thought to myself who do I know that smokes a cigar? Racking my brain, I could not remember an

You Talkin To Me?

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"Spirit never sugarcoats. It speaks only truth on a need-to-know basis"                                                            Anthony St. Maarten  One Souls Adventure 8/3/23 cont'd Angels, spirit guides, family who have passed. Where are they as Frank still shows himself a week after his homicide. He is still here, I can see him.   Some say that spirit guides represent parts of our unconscious minds. Others and I am one of them, believe that they are assigned to us before birth. I know for a fact that my main spirit guide (there seems to be more than one) "Charlie" has been with me always. Charlie is rather humorous and has the most beautiful, deep voice. He makes appearances through dreams mainly, yet I have video of Charlie speaking behind me. He always has my back and watches out for me, especially through this trauma.  I have had many experiences with angels and realize they have never walked to earth. It's to my knowledge that our spirit guides hel

Where's My Stopzemfrumfloppin?

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There's something in the air, not sure when it surfaced but I have felt it for quite some time now. Of course I have noticed it with the females I have encountered over the past several years and it seems to be growing.    For me it was a subconscious choice. I felt better, more comfortable and never realized this choice was leaving other woman uncomfortable with their decision. Probably from public opinion or just past norms on what woman should look like.  When my neighbor is shy about standing up because there is a male present or some of my friends won't go out in public because of it. I started to feel awkward when I went out in public. Even this travel company was using it to entice freedom, so why didn't I feel free?              BE FREE ;) As all eyes seem to be on me when I walk through a store, is that my imagination? I don't think I look sloppy, I am not even sure that I care.  I am definitely not trying to draw attention to myself, I just want to shop, So wh

One Souls Adventure

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 (Releasing Control, cont'd) Love this quote! The death adventure is unknown as we breathing souls  have not experienced it. I have always had my ideas on this adventure via my mother who passed yet when my husband died tragically after being struck on a sidewalk by a drunk driver, this adventure seemed more a curse.  ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~        ~         At first, you want to know what happened, then you ration that this may be a bad joke, then finally you come to your senses and realize that he is on his adventure. How could Frank endure this without me? We did most everything together and most every decision was made together. The fact that his life was taken with so much trauma and that he may be suffering on the other side was soul wrenching.  Sleepless nights and days of pure madness was what I experienced after his homicide. I just could not come to reality, I worried for him, as my family embra