Fair Play Facts

Recently after spending time with my sisters and family, I am now back home at work. Preparing the launch of a non-profit geared to helping families of homicide. Today, in the process of the gallery page,  I have looked at many pictures of souls lost to killings. I think to myself, not many of us in our lifetime will have a husband slaughtered by a drunk or daughters/brothers killed by the hands of another. I come closer to the reason for Gods decision to put me in this position and I am starting to enjoy every bit of the journey, discovering why I was selected. Enjoy your family and the simplicity of your life.  Embrace whats around the corner, you never know what the plan is! www.fairplayfacts.com  www.fairplayfrankness.org                                                  

I've been traveling recently so have put off my blogging.  Working on a new non-profit launch and spending time with family.  Tonight I sat with my great nieces, discussing all the adventures and got on the topic of writing. A topic they shied away from, obviously not their favorite thing.  I explained,  writing comes from a spark within, a feeling or emotion, like the feeling you get when it rains, which always brings on a mood in some form, good or bad.  I hope in the near future to be impressing my writings on them and to those foremost in the publicity world. Let it Rain!!!  Love you Girls.

I was speaking to my sister about some posts on facebook of people who think or feel they are on the way to Sainthood or randomly using Gods name as a mechanism for support (monetarily).  My mind went back to my childhood and what my Mom had taught me, which was that to be a Saint you have to prove a Miracle and that your trust in God will be challenged.  The loss of all you know, the life you once knew, gone. Only a Saint would never lose trust in that Love. On my horrific journey of the past 3 years, God has pulled me out of the pit (very slowly), no matter the pain, I would never lose trust. And then introduced me to an amazing spirit, my Master Teacher (see pics., Teacher in mountains & Beach). Is this the test of Sainthood or just the beginning of an Outstanding Spiritual Journey...www.fairplayfacts,com  Time will tell.

I have realized recently that I am being surrounded!! Surrounded by engaging, artistic, secure, intelligent women! After having spent 2 years boxed in by male Attorney's who represented to be one thing yet actually were weaklings & fabricators. I am now enjoying the strength of secure women. From my amazing Web designer & new Realtor. To the two engaging women who have agreed to represent my upcoming non-profit "Fair Play Frankness". I'm sure now that women should rule the World.     

Having spent the better part of 2 years, mentally creating a website and developing a plan of action for its purpose.  #1 to educate families of homicide of their rights/terminology, #2 to monitor Prosecutors and the final phase #3, to ensure that the Public is Aware Of Corruption in the State Attorney, DA levels of our Government in every State. I am content to say that phases 1 &2 are completed and with a little more time & finesse they will be spot on. I am even more excited that I get to start phase #3 for this wonderful website and now will venture into the world of Press releases!                                                                                #www.fairplayfacts.com                                                                    

Reading through a facebook post of another widow (her husband also slaughtered by a drunk), it mentions "Widow Brain". Having never heard this expression before, this post seems to clear up many things for me. Now I have a better understanding of my new emotional being.  Yet my total loathing of Killers, Perjurers, & Corrupt Prosecutors has not altered one bit.  I guess i'll have to write that post after they all pay their dues.                                                               DEATH OF A SPOUSE

Being thrust into this new life without my husband has been very difficult to say the least, I'm part of a family that I really don't want to be. Several months ago my high school friend lost her son, as I watch and listen to her pain, it brings me back to a world some 2+ years ago that I joined without a choice.  Now she's part of this family, facing a new reality.  It's all so dreadful but we need to brush ourselves off, deal with our pain & prepare for our purpose.