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HUH

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As life would have it, this is the first time I have had a moment to get back to business.  After spending time in the armpit of Florida and enduring an 8 hour interrogation,( Huh, I didn't kill my husband)! That beautiful soul above we call God has thrust me into the next level! I have managed to put the State & 2 unsavory Prosecutors on Notice of my intent, continue my Press Releases and I have moved to a smaller location which if anyone knows, can be the worst hell!! Well... no true hell is having your husband slaughtered but moving to a smaller home is mind boggling at least. NOW 10 bags of clothing, furniture donations, sore fingers and feet, I am ready to continue my adventure. Keep on rolling!

Enjoying the ride!

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I've been crazy busy recently as life will be.  With so much to deal with in this amazing world of the web and my rising start Fair Play Facts, I can sometimes go and go for hours. I have noticed a sense of peace coming over me.  I can't put my finger on what has brought this on or is it an accumulation of many things. Is it simply that my soul is at peace with the experiences & situations that have been brought forth.  Could it be because I get so much support from family and friends old and new.  Maybe it's from my spiritual beliefs or possibly because of that wonderful man I call my Attorney.  Whatever it is, I feel so blessed and grateful. www.fairplayfacts.com  #Goodthings

Sailing

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Now I am in the discovery stage of my experiences. I've realized that I am much stronger than I have ever thought. It's almost a depressing feeling when your mind catches up with your soul. When all that you thought was reality becomes reality.  When you realize that you can handle your purpose and all that has been brought before you. It's like deja vu, when uncovering that you knew this, did this, or experienced this before. As the sea is strong and unpredictable, so am I. What horizon is ahead? Who cares, because after what I have been through, it will be smooth sailing. Love Always #Godswatchingclosely

"I Want"

I am now preparing for the upcoming deposition of the man who took my husbands life.  I find it interesting how my emotional feelings for this man is that of what it was 3 years ago.  I want justice, I want answers and I want the truth! I do not have an ounce of concern for this person. Some speak of forgiveness yet maybe that's because their loved ones killer did not have someone protecting them. After all of the destruction this man and his family have done to me, I know that forgiveness will never be part of my journey and that's alright because its not up to me. That is up to God, Frank and those who have chosen to take part in a scenario that could of been totally avoided. Will they ever take a path of forgiveness or honesty for their Sons actions and allow their son to stand on his own and face the consequences? To be continued...

An expression of Love!

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I have spent countless hours preparing my new non profit for its "clothing fundraiser", the experience of creating the fundraiser I thought was tough but designing a campaign has been challenging to say least.  With the "Have a Heart for Valentines Day" as the campaign slogan my mind seemed to sway to past Valentines Day's. I have never been big on expectations for this holiday because I have always felt we should express our Love throughout the year. Many of us do this by saying "I Love you" but to really show Love by respect and consideration is my motto! Yet I wandered back to 2000 when I came home to walk into our bedroom and found the room filled with Love! Gifts, candy, stuffed animals, you name it Frank had displayed his Love on that Valentine's Day. A day I'll never forget & Love him even more for. Happy upcoming Valentine's Day to all, show it every day in every way.

Total Trust

After years of suffering through the devastation, grief, horrific circumstance.  I am finally grasping the final legs of my completion. A purpose, the ability to listen and have total trust in God, has directed me to what I am.  A creator, visionary, who has become patient & trusting to those who prove they deserve it. I cannot believe my life and the reflection of my past. It's time for the future. www.fairplayfrankness.org www.fairplayfacts.com #Godswatchingclosely

Independence or dependent?

As my process continues, it angers me more everyday how we as a society vote on Laws that are not followed by officials, unless there is no possible way for them to benefit. I see State to State clear cut cases of violations (especially after homicides) which is unacceptable. I can barely watch the news any longer realizing that this continuous hammering in our heads, is draining our ability to think for ourselves. The truth is we need to start thinking independently again, we need to grasp the notion that we have been controlled for too long. We need to insist on consistency and fair play within our Elected Officials.  We need to ensure that Laws we have voted in are followed & if an Official fails to do that, they should be imprisoned for breaking the Law. We have to follow the Laws why not them?  Or maybe, if we have enough cash for Prosecutors, we should all get drunk, drive, kill, ignore DUI laws, spend a year in Jail ( no bills to pay), VOTE, just to get out and do it again