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"I Want"

I am now preparing for the upcoming deposition of the man who took my husbands life.  I find it interesting how my emotional feelings for this man is that of what it was 3 years ago.  I want justice, I want answers and I want the truth! I do not have an ounce of concern for this person. Some speak of forgiveness yet maybe that's because their loved ones killer did not have someone protecting them. After all of the destruction this man and his family have done to me, I know that forgiveness will never be part of my journey and that's alright because its not up to me. That is up to God, Frank and those who have chosen to take part in a scenario that could of been totally avoided. Will they ever take a path of forgiveness or honesty for their Sons actions and allow their son to stand on his own and face the consequences? To be continued...

An expression of Love!

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I have spent countless hours preparing my new non profit for its "clothing fundraiser", the experience of creating the fundraiser I thought was tough but designing a campaign has been challenging to say least.  With the "Have a Heart for Valentines Day" as the campaign slogan my mind seemed to sway to past Valentines Day's. I have never been big on expectations for this holiday because I have always felt we should express our Love throughout the year. Many of us do this by saying "I Love you" but to really show Love by respect and consideration is my motto! Yet I wandered back to 2000 when I came home to walk into our bedroom and found the room filled with Love! Gifts, candy, stuffed animals, you name it Frank had displayed his Love on that Valentine's Day. A day I'll never forget & Love him even more for. Happy upcoming Valentine's Day to all, show it every day in every way.

Total Trust

After years of suffering through the devastation, grief, horrific circumstance.  I am finally grasping the final legs of my completion. A purpose, the ability to listen and have total trust in God, has directed me to what I am.  A creator, visionary, who has become patient & trusting to those who prove they deserve it. I cannot believe my life and the reflection of my past. It's time for the future. www.fairplayfrankness.org www.fairplayfacts.com #Godswatchingclosely

Independence or dependent?

As my process continues, it angers me more everyday how we as a society vote on Laws that are not followed by officials, unless there is no possible way for them to benefit. I see State to State clear cut cases of violations (especially after homicides) which is unacceptable. I can barely watch the news any longer realizing that this continuous hammering in our heads, is draining our ability to think for ourselves. The truth is we need to start thinking independently again, we need to grasp the notion that we have been controlled for too long. We need to insist on consistency and fair play within our Elected Officials.  We need to ensure that Laws we have voted in are followed & if an Official fails to do that, they should be imprisoned for breaking the Law. We have to follow the Laws why not them?  Or maybe, if we have enough cash for Prosecutors, we should all get drunk, drive, kill, ignore DUI laws, spend a year in Jail ( no bills to pay), VOTE, just to get out and do it again

Halls of Justice

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As I stood in the Halls of Justice this morning, waiting for my time to possibly see some sort of concern in a very serious Wrongful Death case.  I watched all of the characters grouping together in the Hall. So many independent conversations, so many relationships established, so many opportunities for bonding or swaying of the law.  What is Justice really, does it really exists anymore?  With so many opportunities for dishonest behavior, why do we expect Justice?

Are You Ready for Adventure?

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As I prepare for another trip to Clearwater Florida, my nickname (armpit of Florida), to continue the journey of Justice for my husbands killing.  This portion of the Journey is Wrongful Death, not criminal.  Being the State Attorney gave this Drunk Killer a traffic violation, the criminal portion of my experience will come at a later date, because I will make that happen. Wrongful Death is the liability of this killer & the process is just beginning after 2 1/2 years because of the 3 previous shameless Attorney's who tried to discard me. I am so looking forward to meeting my new Attorney, his endurance and strength brings me comfort. I am anxious to get the show on the road, as Frank used to say "Are you ready for Adventure".  Yes I am. www.fairplayfacts.com                                              

Why is it?

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It's only been 1 1/2 years since I was lying in our Reno home, thinking to myself, how am I going to handle all of this.  To have a husband killed, a Drunk Driver, killer, with a traffic ticket, 2 Attorney's down because of neglect & 2 unethical Prosecutors who think there God. How the hell am I going to deal with this and why have I been put into this position. Could I handle all of what was ahead! Within days it came to me that I would start a business. One that I had full knowledge of its content and purpose. Over the next several months the idea of how this business will hold those accountable for their actions, unfolded, Press Releases!  I contemplated hiring a firm to compose & release, until the prompting of my brother who boosted the idea that I handle it myself. Why not, I've come this far self teaching, so I let fear leave my space. Why is it we allow new learning's & adventures to scare us, why is it we don't always allow the writing on th